this means in tests (i know), emotions, and life.. i don't know if it's an asian thing but whenever i think about my future and "failing" i tear up. Its probably because i don't want to show the weakness...which is a sign of failure.
2. People dying.
People that are close to me. like my parents... or boyfriend... :/ I want to die before they do ... so I don't have to live without them... D,: im weak.... ahrgvreg
3. Breaking up
I do believe that Dylan and I are souullmates .. XD lol but just the thought of not having him... doesn't feel right.... WHO WOULD WANT TO LOVE ME ANYWAYS?!. He's just right for me. OH! Four more days till our 16 months! :D
I am extremely EXTREMELY paranoid on this one. i think that EVERYTHING causes babies... kissing.. hugging...D: touching dylan's face...or hands .... as of right now... i don't need no babies. When I'm married and settled down... ok.. just not now... i'm young, i haven't done anything with my life yet.. mer...
Yeah.. that's what im afraid of.. mainly.. as of now...
On the other side.... I cut my own hair... I have shortish bangs now that makes me look.... 10x asianier
and i got to see Dylan! after four weeks without him. He likes stocking.....
Im also thinking about cosplaying Kagura from Speed Graphers.
more info here : Speed_Grapher