Monday, December 2, 2013

♥♥GEO Berry Holic (XTRA) Brown Contact Review ♥♥

Hiya! It has been a long time since I've posted. I apologize I have been focusing on school and life and such. V__V     But I'm back with new stuff :D YEAH!!

SO, these are my first pair of prescription circle lenses. I've been meaning to get some but was too scared but finally got them. They feel AWESOME. I can see so clearly now.  \

I got these from EYE CANDY  and will definitely buy again from them. Free and fast shipping is always the best.

Here is the Review video :
now you can see me in HD  :D or click HERE

In natural lighting:

Flash / ring light:

theses are a lot like puffy 3 tone brown but it a bit toned down.  because it doe not have the pinkish ring in the middle.


Monday, November 25, 2013

Small update

so, yesterday I was editing a review video to post a new post and some other stuff and... it turned out it only uploaded 14 seconds of it. -____-   so instead of posting that post today, I guess i'll do a small update of why I've been MIA.  and i'll post the real stuff later on today, ifff i figure how to save the video correctly.

First !   Dylan is graduating tomorrow from basic training :D  but sadly I can not make it. :(   and tomorrow is also our 2 year and 5 month anniversary. :3 .   I've been stalking him through out his training. he looks so different. ;____;   so not chubby no more. 

Second : I have been focusing on school.

third:  all my free time is dedicated to drawing and playing league

fourth : my life is boring and nothing to post about.

but here are some pictures :D

pink hair :D 

drawing stuff! 

nail stuff!  ( I hate work as of right now)

and I dyed my hair again. It's much much lighter than before.
okays that all for today~

P.S I have a cool league buddy,mike. stalker-chan


Sunday, September 8, 2013

An angry post

Never been in my life have I hated a person(s) more than these ones.   and it pisses me off to no extent.  Not only did they basically call me a whore but they disrespected my life and the way I am. In my life, I know that I am not "normal"  but it gives a person no right to judge me because of it. they do not know who I am and they never will.  I know I've made mistakes in my past but being the person I am... I will own up to my mistakes and apologize. But for a person to use that against me is just immoral.  These people have said to me that .. "I'm not normal" "I don't have any morals" " i am ruining a family"  and that they HATE me.

and you know why for? because i lied ONCE .... i repeat ONCE  .. so that i can see my boyfriend   that i see only once a month...

this was two years ago... i apologize.. but i guess people don't forgive and forget.  everything is my fault now to them.

you're wondering who these people  are.... well these are  my boyfriend's parents.  and 15 year old sister.  

I can't believe how cruel people can be.  I cry my eyes out day in and day out because of these people.  His dad has told him that he doesn't know what real love is and that he doesn't really love me. His mother blames everything on me. Saying that he has gotten worst since he's with me. His sister post sarcastic threatening status about me on facebook and sending hateful texts to me ... say i should leave him  so he can get his life back. and saying she doesn't see me in the future because her family already hates me.

Am I really that bad of a person?    I am in college to become  a doctor or C.r.N.A   ...  I don't party , I don't drink, I don't smoke,  I am a nice person,  I have a promising future...  I'm not a lazy person that doesn't do anything..  ...

Another part that really annoys me with them is SEX. yes sex.     I am NOT a child and neither is he. We can make our own decisions  of what WE want.  I didn't force him.. he didn't force me.  We BOTH decided that it was right.  BUT when people use and justify their religion on me about sex.. And they way I live my life. I will get mad.   It is MY life. not theirs.. they should stay out of it.   So now I'm seen as some whore because   i have strong feelings for my boyfriend.   STOP BEING NOSY.  its annoying  plus... He is the first person that accepted me for me and... i love him.. and he loves me...     and its bonding time.. lol

and i can't say shit about what they are doing to me...   because it will turn sour ... more than it already is.. like rotten.

overall, He loves me and I love him. He is the one for me.  nothing will stand on our way..

Today was the last day I can see him in person... before he came over.. i got nasty text messages from his sister.....  it ruined my day and i cried almost all of the time he was over.

he leaves to the army in ... 9 days...

heres some pics of days i dont want to remember but i have to because he was there and it made me happy.

my sister's wedding.  I hate my sister with a passion but that's for another time to tell

and....our last picture together....    

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Busy Busy

Hey gals, I know I know I haven't blogged in a while.. I've been busy again.. and i had nothing to show you or blog about so I took a break. But now I'm back with things to share~ 

I've been buying a crap load of things..  so i'll be posting about them when I receive them in the mail.. I've been stocking my shop ( will be opening soon) yay~  Along with this stuff.. this summer was pretty much dedicated to getting to know myself better.. things have been happening that has mad me very depressed.. angry..etc  ... It was a lonely summer. Now that  Im Back in school.. I feel a bit better..

I'm trying to be happy...

.... here's a set that i did last week...


Thursday, July 18, 2013

Maybe a new start?

Hey girlies~ It's summer and soon after that it'll be time to go back to school and shortly it'll be a new year. Honestly I am done with 2013. I've had enough of the things that happen this year. The people I've lost and the events that lead to it.  I want to start my life off fresh, New friends, New experiences.  SO HURRY UP AND END ALREADY 2013 >:(

Anyways.. you can say once start this year of school... I'm starting over and finally starting my life

-I'll now be a Nursing student ( i got in the nursing program YATTA !)  and  a sophomore in -college.
- I'm now an Army girlfriend :3   . we found out that Dylan is shipping out September 17 ;___;   and will be in training for 33 weeks.... and he has to stay in the army for 5.5 year.
- He promised to marry me in 3 years max and finally get out of this crap state. he already is practicing asking me to marry him ;A;  i ♥ him so much  . i don't know if i told you guys this but its 2 years :3 last month :,)
- Ive decided to finally open a online blog shop:3 soon heheheheh

right now... im happy :)

SO heres some pictures that i never uploaded... all taken when my face had clear skin

idk what happen to my nose contour ;___: lighting so bad :(

i was trying to be sayoko again... :O

thats all for today~ good night ☻
OH also i made an .. so ask me anythinnnggggggggggg

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Pastel Nails and Neon Lips

Hey gals! it feels nice to be blogging again~  Im really behind in my post so I'm starting with somethings i did this weekend...

First.. I did my nails.. Gel nails this time because i'll be working a lot... Pastel Marble with rhinestones on my left hand and just plain glitter on my right hand..

Then i went out side and took pictures of my roses

                          Then the sun was too hot so i went inside and did makeup :D... i wore my black wig :3 

here's my eye Make ^____^

Then i drew stuff....

That is all~   Goodnight Gals :DDDD 

Sunday, June 30, 2013

♥ "everyday" Gyaru makeup Tutorial♥

Hey, Gals... it's been a while since I've blogged and I am truly sorry for the delay. I've been busy with school work and some emotional stuff  that's going on. So here's the makeup tutorial that I finally have the time to do :D   and this is my first makeup tutorial so please don't mind my vagueness ....  

I decided to do a tutorial on my usual gyaru makeup
This is what the look is at the end :D idk what happen to my nose contour... bad lighting ;__;

Okaayy,, let's get started 

so this is face... without makeup... no foundation whatsoever.... just circle lenses..   also I dyed my hair lighter!  :D  and my front hair on the sides are almost bleach blonde.
1. I used a light shimmery yellow pink on my whole lid. mostly on my inner eye to brighten my eye up
2. after that use a tan brown on my outer lid and bring it up to make a "cat eye" shadow
( i have small eyes so i like to elongate it)
3. adding to that corner.. i would apply a dark brown and blend it into the lighter brown. once that is blended, Add a small amount of black or dark brown in the way corner of the eyes to make the cat eye look. stroke upwards... ( press down and release)  if it looks too harsh apply a  off-white  too the the top lid and bottom of the lid.
( I dont know why this picture is so blurry)

4. The next thing i would do is tight-line my eyes ( i hate doing this part because it makes me cry) . You would do this because it makes your eyes rounder.  After that i would draw a cat eye. I would extend it a bit longer then a normal cat eye..  it's optional to do an another line on top of that line. I do this because when I put on  eyelashes it makes the eyelashes look thicker. Also I like to darken my inner corners so it makes my eyes have more depth to it. 
5. the last thing before I put on my eyelashes on is to put eyeshadow on my waterline.. but more on the outer part then making it lighter going into my inner eye.  huehue I'm so bad at describing things...

6. lastly put on eyelashes! i like to double up my lashes. I use a criss-cross style then another on top of that but i only used half of the lashes I put on top.. It elongates the eyes :D  With the bottom lashes I cute them into three pieces but only use one of then... I don't like to place the whole bottom lash on my eye. It irritates it.  SO using a waterproof liquid eye liner i draw dots or small lines making it look like lower lashes.

7. Lastly put more black or dark brown underneath the bottom lash... and you're done! 

i need to practice doing tutorials... right now...  i fail XD

That is all for now~ 

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Versatile Blogger Award ♥

YAY!  thank you  ♥ Jo-Ann ♥  for nominating me! I know I've been nominated for other award but i got really lazy and never had the time to do them. so if you did I am really sorry. I will stay on task more often


♥ If you are nominated, you have been awarded the Versatile Blogger Award 
♥ Thank the person who has given you this award. That's common courtesy 
♥ Include a link to their blog. That's also common courtesy 
♥ Next, select 15 blogs/bloggers that you have recently discovered or follow regularly 
♥ Nominate those bloggers for a Versatile Blogger Award 
♥ Finally, tell the person who has nominated you 7 things about yourself

1. I am a Nursing major with an art minor and Studying to be a CRNA

2. I am addicted to League of Legends.  I would play 24/7 if I could

3. I am very pessimistic and paranoid 

4. I want to join the Air Force.. but I'm scared.. im pretty weak

5. I almost never wear makeup to school and most of the time look really bummy . I'm too lazy 

6. Im nocturnal ..  or claim to be. haha. never sleepy at night but dead in the morning. it bad.

7. I like the dark side. 

and I PROMISE. next post is a makeup tutorial...  school is ending Thursday ! 

          My Nominees ♥

thats all im picky on the blogs i read ...

Taobao Gyaru shop Part 2

Here are some more shops for you:)

-clothing you would see in Ageha


Kei's Me
-mix of sweet and mode/oneegyaru

Ran Ran
-lots of sweet/ pastel stuff


thats all for today :D

New post is a makeup tutorial

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Shopping list.

Since I don't have my camera,  I feel unmotivated to post anything...But problem solved! I'm getting a new camera!  Finally I'm getting a DSLR *_____*  Im getting a Sony Alpha SLT a58k . Why not nikon or canon? .. because they are overrated and I've done my research....  I have a preference for Sony ^__^
Here's the comparison : {link}
So good for the price ... *____*  But I have to wait a bit before I buy it. mid may... Also the movie mode HD is SO good. like auto-focus is amazing!

Okay besides that.. I got wigs! one from my friend:

it's short and cute ^^
and one I got from eBay: 
So excited to try with new camera.

last thing is I recived eyelashes from  to try out!  she sent me so much!
 Thats all for now ^___^

Do you have any tips for taking good pictures by yourself?