Pastel Goth

My recent obsession has to be with the "pastel goth" look. It's probably because of all the pastel colors mixed with the gothy crosses and spikes. So ... i dyed my blonde wig.... with watercolor tube paints... which worked very well... but my hands got stained.... and it looked like i was bleeding ..  OH! it was my bf and mine's 15th monthtwo days ago ;3

as you can see... my hands are pink stained

  And my nails ! it turned out good. the middle finger is my favorite

ONWARD! 

did this today at work 

STRIPES ! Y U SO HARD TO DRAW?!. yeah i hand painted these because i have no tape...

Next post- I'm doing a tutorial or review.. i don't know yet ! im excited though.. maybe i'll post a video... :D

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                                                                It blinks now!

hehehe  I have a youtube! which i will be uploading new videos to soon

>click here<

Square vs stiletto/almond nails

I am very honest with my customers and if almonds nails look weird on you.. I will tell you .. And pointed nails don't always look good on everyone . Please if you have stubby sausage fingers with no nailbed or really big hands .. Don't get pointed nails . They look awful on you! Square nails are more fitting.

And there are guidelines for having pointed nails .

1. Do not get them superrrr long . There's a thin line between looking cute and looking ghetto . And unless you're a Gyaru or in a nail show....Don't get them too long.

2. Don't get them super pointed. Just no. It's not functional. Round off the ends a bit .

3. Do no overload your nails with color or designs... Please girls or guys... One color is enough .. And as for designs keep it simple and clean . And if you do decide to put a bunch of colors .... Keep it to 3 colors max. (neons) and for pastels ... As many as you want . It's not obnoxious as neons ...

Also unless you're a gyaru or in a nail show .. Keep your nails simple .

. Also know that your nail techs are humans as well and they have something called feelings:)



Lastly my nails for the week and myself:

Beetle nails

A customer showed me a picture and i recreated it for her... They look like beetles( not the band, the insect).... then i looked again and they looked like Iron Man O___o 

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dying hair + natural circle lenses

I haven't dyed my hair since i was in Vietnam. So today I dyed it again. I probably shouldn't dye it anymore since my hair is do dried at the ends. Lesson be learned ... don't bleach your hair by yourself ...  but NEEDED to dye my hair.. the roots were growing out so much and it looks so gross ....XD

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my scalp.. is really white O___o 

and this is the color i've been using for about 1.5 years now

All the instructions are in japanese >__< 

my scalp is probably getting really sensitive too... it was burning a bit when i was waiting for it ,,,,

is that suppose to happen ?! 

TaDA! the results..its a bit darker.. i failed.. this time

on to the circle lenses!  Eos Pure Max is probably the more natural looking circle lenses.. the ring around it is a dark brown.. not black so it blends in really good.. it still looks natural even though it's 14.5mm in diameter!

I got mine from LensVillage >here<

but i can't wait to get my two new lenses! 

Oh! here's something extra:

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i like my new layout thingy.. its different from the pink thingy i had.. mmmm i have nothing else to say.. sooo heres a picture... i drew during my class break... an 4 hour long break -____-

new Video :D and changes

Hey guys.. sorry about the last post.. all is better now.. so here's a video

Now you can add me on facebook  Click here

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So just today i went on my facebook and when to my first picture that i posted on it.. and i look so much different then i use too... i think it's probably the makeup and losing a few pounds... i looked so innocent.. and so fobby... D;  

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in 2010

Now

D: my forehead looks HUGE

MM that is all for today 

Depressing post #1

This is going to be a rather depressing post... But I always feel better afterwards when I rant ..
It's a late night and I can't go to sleep .. and I just feel depressed .. Lonely .. I don't know what's wrong with me... I just lay there , staring at the ceiling and tears just come out.. :/ don't know why ... That's when I analysis parts of my life and realize.. I'm not the person I want to be .. Idk it's hard to explain ,. I keep asking myself .. What's wrong with me ? What wrong with me?! Why don't I feel loved ? Why can't I be happy for once? Why does happiness last so short for me? I don't know .. I don't know! I DON'T KNOW !! *stabs self and bleeds to death*